Sunday, April 6, 2008

Jigsaw Puzzle!

OMG! Where do I start? I have so much to tell! The most important is my Health. I am having a stress test on my heart Tuesday. I am scared, but would not tell you if you asked. I am SUPERWOMAN you know. If you remember six months ago, the tremors I was having in my hands and feet that keep me from walking independently? Well, undoubtedly they effect my entire body....including the old HEART. My EKG was abnormal not once, twice, but 3 times in a row! During my Physical last Thursday, I was strapped down to the table on my second EKG and then for the 3rd one my wonderful Doctor (Marilynn Michaud) of 14 years comes in the room (I was freaking out by now) and holds my hand, rubs my head, and tries to calm me and tell me they all 3 are abnormal with a huge line running thru them. They say I have heart tremors.
Of course as Rachel pointed out it is a muscle and all the other ones in my body tremor why wouldn't it? I hope it is nothing, but you never hear my say I am scared but I am.

The next piece of the puzzle is.... we moved. We are now renting a beautiful home in Springfield. It is so handicap friendly. Rachel's mom Ellen helped us on this one. She normally deletes her emails on rental properties, but she told Rachel about it. We didn't originally jump on it because it was way too high on the budget I was given. Well, after looking at everything in Greenbrier from 600.00-800.00 that was CRAP! I new I had to find something. Rachel and I searched and searched. She called her mom and got the address. As we approached the house we immediately liked it. Nice brick, acre lot, fenced backyard, huge living room. It is awesome. I love it. The owner's are so nice. They built a ramp for Sloan at the front door. The only problem...I have to transport the girls to Watauga for now. My back is in desperate need of a massage. Rachel usually helps me. Shayla is the best helper. I am so grateful for that child! I need a ramp or lift for my van, but just cannot afford it.

The next piece of the puzzle....Mom is moving to the Springfield Arbors and she is on a waiting list so she is still with us. It is hard at times. Before she was in her own dwelling downstairs. Now she is in my business constantly. I love her dearly, but I will be at peace when she is 5 miles away. The funny thing is..we have never lived more than 5 miles apart. In Goodlettsvile she was 3.7 miles from her Condo to our house. Alvin and Shelby love their apartment. They are a few blocks away. It is a good thing.

The next piece....The end of the school year is coming which means I.E.P. (Monday) and MIDDLE SCHOOL. We are now zoned for Springfield and the girls and Shelby want to go to Greenbrier Middle. Sloan's Resource Teacher is giving me mixed signals on what to do. Supposedly the Principal at Greenbrier is a stickler for out of zone kids. I don't know if me subbing at Watauga will help or not. Rachel and I are going to visit Springfield this week and check it out.

I pray for God's will to be done. Rachel and I met a lady this week who was so amazing. She came to my Yard Sale and lifted our spirits. She spoke to us on how powerful GOD really is. I forget this at times. Rachel, I couldn't had made it without you this week. You are my Rock. You have been my medicine. Like my new favorite song by Usher..I needed every dose of you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. There is so much more..I just don't want to talk about, but keep me in your prayers.