Okay, I have been really stressed lately at the fact everyone seems to think they can run my child''s life. First it was the O.T. telling her she couldn't wear Flip Flops to school. She is a normal 11 year old and she CAN and WILL wear Flip Flops. It only took 1 phone call to straighten that one out. Why is she concerned about my child wearing them??? She also was overly concerned about Sloan running into things....Hello, she is legally blind! Next it is the P.T. telling her she can't bring her wheelchair back to school because it is broken! She then leaves me a not so nice voicemail. Okay, the chair is a piece of SHIT! You all know that. $23,000 for a piece of junk! It has been all along. Do they want to pay the $210 balance for services we owe and another $75 for them to come out again? Long story short..Myron worked on it for 3 hours. It is working fine. She took it to school the next day and will drive it everyday. Does anyone understand?? Do they walk in my shoes? Hell no! Don't talk to my child, talk to me! She has been so upset lately over everyone telling her what to do. She really takes things personal. I struggle with trying not to be so defensive, but leave her alone. She had a seizure Thursday night and I truly believe it was because she has been so upset.
The other Drama! My sister has filed for divorce. It has been a long time coming. It is heart breaking! She is overall doing well. I have been there and whether it be 4 years like mine, or 21 years like hers it is never easy. That is the only time in my life I truly felt like a failure. Chance is taking it pretty hard but he is strong and I know he will overcome. I pray so diligently for my sister. She is not the same since her breakdown. She is not as strong as she was. I am an advocate for her too, and I will fight to keep her strong..this too shall pass!
My Jackie O' will be here in a week and I cannot wait. I miss her so. I need her beside me. I am not whole without her. We plan on doing fun things while she is here. The girls are on fall break and we may take a min vacation, you know she spoils us like that! She is such a blessing to me and all of my friends are. They each and everyone mean so much!
I am going to visit my Poppy tomorrow, well today since it is 2am. I can't wait to see him. We are going out to eat and to the Antique Shops in Nolensville. That is our favorite place to go.
My brother is 42 today! He is a good brother. He has really helped Sha. He is a great husband and father. I am s proud he is mine. Happy Birthday Bo-Bo!
Struggling HOT MESS over here!!!
9 years ago
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