Tonight I was treated to the best fashion show ever! My 3 girls set it all up. Sloan and Shayla were the Models and Shelby was the Designer. It started @ 5:30pm. It ended @ 11:00pm. I love when they do this. When they were younger the had a singing group named Melodee! They sang for hours on end. I have enjoyed my week with them. I really am not so upset we did not get to go for a mini vacation like planned, but we have had fun! Jackie O' bought a new house so she could not come to visit. At first I was sad, but I am so excited for her Clay, and Charlie. I cannot wait to go visit.
I have struggled with my emotions this week. I have been sick watching my little sister hurt, and go thru such agony of filing for divorce. I have helped her a lot and she is going to be fine, she just needs time. After 21 years, it is devastating....no matter the cause.
Myron bless his heart has worked so hard this last week I am tired for him. The girls greet him as if they never see him. (sad, but they don't) I am thankful for him and the fact he gets up and goes to work everyday. We are focusing on a lot of things and trying to enhance a better relationship. It is so hard sometimes.
I have to work 2 days next week so far and Sloan has an I.E.P. on Thursday. Yay for me! I have spent numerous hours on phone calls and emails. This is really a big deal. I don't look forward to it. I wish I felt better about it. I feel as if it is me against the world. I could go on and on about it. I have made my Christmas list and actually have several presents already. We are going to try and go to North Carolina during the holidays. We haven't been at Christmas time in years. It is always fun, the girls get so overwhelmed by the family they never get to see. I plan on cooking Thanksgiving here, and go to Tad & Kara's for Christmas. That is going to be different. For the last 20 years we went to Sha's house.
I feel like my life has drastically changed in the last 6-7 months and the older I get the worse I am. I do not like change. New house, new schools etc.. I am trying to adjust but it has really been difficult. As things go I must prevail. I pray for GOD to give me strength and guidance to do His will.
Struggling HOT MESS over here!!!
9 years ago
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I pray for you often. I can only imagine how hard it all is. I hope your family is in a good church. I couldn't have made it this year without my church family. I still need them almost daily.
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